The last few days, well weeks actually, we’ve all felt extreme energy shifts, ascension symptoms, dizziness, headaches, I mean you name it…and although a few people have asked about it on FB or mentioned it in passing, no one is really talking about how hard it has been.
Here’s the deal, many of us are feeling stuck in the muck. I’m not exactly sure what’s going on. I’m honestly out of the loop as far as watching any youtubes of my favorite astrologers, but I KNOW there has to be something going on in the cosmos, because I know I’m not the only one feeling this weird energy. I mean even this morning, I had an elemental who basically walked through my hotel room and looked at me like “what the heck is going on?” I think all beings are feeling this shift in the galaxy. And I really feel that it is the galaxy, not just our planet. Something is up.
I was talking to a friend yesterday and she said ” I mean I’m supposed to be a leader, so I don’t want to wallow“… UGH that hit me pretty hard because I feel the same way. I try to be open about some of the struggles I have. (Many people know that I have struggled with Migraines for years.) And I feel it is important to be authentic But, I don’t go posting all about when things are going crappy in my life and making a big deal about it like I do when things are going well, like launching my latest book!
That’s normal right? I mean social media is all about the “good stuff”. Generally speaking.
What’s funny is that comment about not wallowing is from 1 of many friends I’ve talked to in the last few days that are all feeling this yuck…all of us…have been feeling off kilter, disconnected, and personally I have this strange feeling of being just almost unsure of what is happening (which is weird for me because usually I can just trust things are going to work out, and I kind of see the next step, but right now I’m just like…what next? and I feel like I’m taking one step at a time while surrounded in fog.) I’m still trusting and I know everything will be fine, but it is definitely a strange feeling.
So most of the day yesterday I had been feeling led to blog about this topic: feeling weird/off/unsettled/ I don’t even know what word explains it the most…anyway…this morning another friend texted me this picture, so I felt it was another nudge to just get it out there.
Whatever you are going through know that is it ok, as Teal Swan says…
“you can’t get this life wrong”
I guess what I’m trying to say is that you’re not alone: if you’re feeling like things aren’t going superbly for the beginning of the year, don’t worry. It will be ok…eventually. Keep in mind, even though on the calendar it is a New Year, energetically things are still shifting and kind of settling. There was a lot of energy in 2018 that is still clearing out, and the new energy that is coming in is big.
Take care of yourself in whatever way makes sense to you. Rest when you can, drink plenty of water (but allow yourself a glass of wine if you feel you want one), this is not the time to beat yourself up or be frustrated that things aren’t changing immediately with the flip of the calendar page. Take a walk outside, or go for a swim, or a bike ride, or watch a movie. Whatever you can to nurture yourself through this energy. 2019 will be a year of heart connection, communication and more awakening. Trust, pray, and don’t forget to ask your angels for guidance.
One step at a time.
sending love~ till next time,